No longer...

I am no longer using Xanga for my blogging. I will be using Myspace.com if you are interested.:

www.myspace.com/angellove3681

I like to keep things together and organized, and considering that I have been using it alot lately it just makes sense.

Today was one hell of day. I know this would be all bullshit to you and I am sure, scratch that, I KNOW  that there are allot worse than what I had to deal with today, but I just really have to vent.

Yesterday I had to work the night shift. So right there I knew that it was going to be interesting that I had to work this morning. I didn't have to work in fact I was actually was supposed to be off, but I wanted to have overtime. And since this girl decided to just quit on us and such. The morning was going pretty well, I was stocking up the cigg.'s of the ones that I couldn't get done the day before. Then @ 9am, the girl that comes to check the cigg.'s came in and said that the whole thing was all wrong. I was soooooo frustrated, I had it all taken care off and I was on my way to the bottom shelf. So from that point on, I was working on that the whole rest of the day and it still wasn't completely done when i left. And knowing that Terry was going to be working the night shift, I know that it is not going to be done right or at all. So I am hoping that when I go in tomorrow morning that it is going to be at least partially done so I can do it myself, correctly.I don't know, I just really don't trust other people doing what I was doing. Especially that. I swear I am the only one that get's yelled at it when it is wrong, or messed up. And I am tired of it. *Deep Sigh*

Then I come home and were going to have Ravioli for dinner but because of my bad day at work Brian thought that we should have something else, so we had Mcdonald. Somehow though when I got it, I somehow screwed up. We wanted 1 20-pack Mc Nuggets, and we got 2 20-packs. And then Brian wanted Creamsicles and and I only got one. and he wanted 2. I swear today is just not my day.

However, I got him a huge Chocolate Chip Cookie and a card, and he poured me some soda in a fancy champagne glass. I Love him so much. That made me smile.

*Deep Sigh* I just hope that tomorrow is going to be a better day. wish me luck!

With your help and love, I'll keep hanging on!

-Erica-

YUCK! Some issues I need to address and release.

Gotta love in Ohio around this time of the year!! I have had this allergy thing since Friday. It got as bad as not having a voice for almost 2 days. And what's even better is when you have a boss and a supervisor who do not get it. I called off Saturday because I was really feeling like shit. And considering that I work with the public, and with money I didn't think it would be a good idea. Mind you I hardly ever call off unless I really feel the need to. Well my store manager Mr. Bajo had a hissy fit over the phone with me. I wanted to strangle him over the phone. I am the only one who I feel is the only one that works very well and very hard when it comes to working up front. I am the only one that cleans, the only one that sells our suggestive sales, the only one that gets the $1 donations. And you can't just feel bad and understand while I hardly have a voice over the phone? "Can you come in @6pm?" !!! And then to prove a point that I was/am sick, I went in yesterday when I was supposed to work 4-11.I didn't even know that it was going to turn worse. I had no voice whatso ever. Even customers were trying to give me advice and everything. But when I went to ask our supervisor about leaving early she was like "What am I supposed to do?" I couldn't believe she said that! Even though there are people who work in this business who call off or request off almost every freaking weekend and no one says anything. I remember 1 instance where Liz came into work worked for not even 1 hour and went home... NO PROBLEMS! (I came home around 7:30pm)! And another thing that really pisses me off, is when there is talk behind my back in whisper when I can actually hear them. SAY IT TO MY FACE NOT TO OTHER PEOPLE!! This place is so childish so ignorant. I refuse to give into their game. I am there to make a living for me and my family, not for anyone else, nothing more nothing less. Grrr....!!! I just give up with talking to people there anymore. I am there to do my job, get paid and get the hell out. The job itself I have no problem with so I can deal with just doing that. And just ignoring everyone except for those people that I need to listen to, which are only the supervisors and my store manager. THAT IS IT!!! *DEEP SIGH*

On a good note, I made my official first payment on my student loan from YSU from back in 2000!!! Crazy I know. But what's even funnier is that I am paying for 2 semesters when I was only there for one. But to this point I don't really care. $50.00 for the first 10 months is fine by me. I ow a little over $2,000 so it's not as bad as most situations.

I am hoping to be able to get a loan for $3,000. We have to get out of these Cash Advance places. I am hoping that when we go into CITI's office with our stuff and find out if we can do it we  I hope we are excepted. I'll tell you one thing. THose cash advance places are great when you need the money ONE thing for ONE time only. DON'T GET SUCKED IN!!!! It's so easy to get into their trap. If we can get this loan everything will be so incredibly great and so at ease. I mean we are paying everything that needs to be paid and everything but it's like we are paying them with our paychecks, know what I mean? It's sad and so discouraging. Especially since we just remembered that taxes are going to be due soon.... GRRRRR!!!

Michael (Younger brother) Just had his 20th birthday!!! ... Man I am getting old But I do have to admit that I can't wait till he turns 21 so we can take him to Matrix in Pittsburgh!! I love him so much and hope that his trip back to school was a safe one.

Cleaning my inbox (1)

The Plan!

You gotta love Robin Williams......
Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin
Williams to come up with the perfect
plan. What we need now is for our
UN Ambassador to stand up and
repeat this message.

Robin Williams' plan...(Hard to
argue with this logic!)

"I see a lot of people yelling for peace
but I have not heard of a plan for
peace. So, here's one plan."

1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again.

2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence.

3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave.We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder will be gathered up and deported immediately, regardless of whom or where they are. They're illegal!!! France will welcome them.

4) All future visitors will be thoroughly checked and limited to 90 days unless given a special permit!!!! No one from a terrorist nation will be allowed in. If you don't like it there, change it yourself and don't hide here. Asylum would never be available to anyone. We don't need any more cab drivers
or 7-11 cashiers.

5) No foreign "students" over age 21. The older ones are the bombers. If they don't attend classes, they get a "D" and it's back home baby.

6) The US will make a strong effort
to become self-sufficient energy wise. This will include developing nonpolluting sources of energy but will require a temporary drilling of oil in the Alaskan wilderness. The caribou will have to cope for a while.

7) Offer Saudi Arabia and other oil producing countries $10 a barrel for their oil. If they don't like it, we go someplace else(like Canada ! or Oklahoma!). They can go somewhere else to sell their production. (About a week of the wells filling up the storage sites would be enough.)

8) If there is a famine or other natural catastrophe in the world, we will not "interfere." They can pray to Allah or whomever, for seeds, rain, cement or whatever they need. Besides most of what we give them is stolen or given
to the army. The people who need it most get very little, if anything.

9) Ship the UN Headquarters to an isolated island someplace. We don't need the spies and fair weather friends here. Besides, the building would make a good homeless shelter or lockup for illegal aliens.

10) All Americans must go to charm and beauty school. That way , no one can call us "Ugly Americans" any longer. The Language we speak is ENGLISH...learn it...or LEAVE...Now, isn't that a winner of a plan?

"The Statue of Liberty is no longer
saying "Give me your tired, your poor, your huddled masses." She's got a baseball bat and she's yelling, 'you want a piece of me?' "

If you agree with the above forward it to friends..
.If not, and I would be amazed, DELETE it!!

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